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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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4:29 pm
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From now on, this is Friends only.
if your not already on my friends list and want to be, let me know and i will add you. :)
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| Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
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12:05 am - like oh my god, holler
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today me and shelley applied at sooo many places and we both have an interview this wednesday for brew city bbq. i realllly hope we can work together again so we can be like "table 5, hot boy, holllleeeerrrr" haha itll be so much fun
then tonight we decided to kidnap chad, litterally. hes moving this saturday already and we're gonna miss him sooo much. so we strategically parked the van next to adams car, so that when they were walking to the car, josh comes from behind the van and throws a blanket over chads face so he cant see. eric jumps out and tackles him and the two of them throw chad, who at this point is yelling "why arent my pants off yet?!?" into the back of the van as liz jumps in the drivers seat and we drive off. they were trying to hold chad down, who had know idea what was going on nor could he see anything because of the blanket over his head, and whether he admits it or not, he started to get scared, until he decided to try and tickle his unknown attacker (eric) and eric gave up laughing and chad had the most bewildered look on his face when he took off the blanket and saw that it was us. the whole thing was priceless. the only thing i wish we couldve done was tape it. it was a perfect way to say goodbye. hahaha like eric said, thats going down in the pac sun pranks book. how can i quit working there?
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| Sunday, June 6th, 2004
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1:24 am - "everyone that looks like me is my friend, please dont hate me because im trendy.."
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so yesterday was BEAUTIFUL and so i decided to take the convertabile out for the first time this summer, drive to okauchee and take the boat out too. so me em neish and ashley spent a girls day at the lake, and we rocked out to some old school REEL BIG FISH haha and gravytrain!!! just a few pictures.. ( Read more... )
thenn later that night a bunch of us went to see shrek 2, which was ooookk. not as good as the first, but still funny.
tonight was pridefest andddd EVERY year i dont know why i put myself in the same situation to surround myself with some of the most gorgeous guys in milwaukee, but know that i would never have a chance with ANY of them because im not a boy. but its lots of fun to dance there and have someone tell me how lucky i am to have shelley as my "girlfriend" hahahaha oh shelley the dancing queen :)
then to end our night me and shelley went "creepin" for old times sake and laughed about the WANTED AD we made for "blue plugs boy" a little over a year ago. oh my god we were craaaazzzyy.
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| Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
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8:02 am
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yesterday me and shelley went to mayfair to hang out...how cool huh? it actually was a lot of fun. first we hung out with courtney while she was on her break, then me and shelley visited chad and liz. Then we went into nicks store and just hung out in there for like an hour haha and took pictures. and i just have one thing to say to nick:
dont post those blackmail pictures of me!! i look like a frog.hahaha
wow thats all i have to say.
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| Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
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1:01 pm
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| Monday, May 31st, 2004
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5:28 pm
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friday we went to this party and it was fun except there just had to be that one guy who thought everyone should know who he is, only i didnt. so when i asked him who he was, he made some asshole comment about myspace?!?! haha but it pissed me off
saturday i saw day after tomorrow. it was ok, but jake gyllenhaal on the big screen made it the best it could be. ahhhhh our ladywood (mine and ashley) was just tearing holes in our pants haha
this morning i went to my grandparents house and for the first time ever, my grandpa actually talked about what it was like for him in the war. hes never talked about it before, so i knew it would be hard to listen to, but i didnt expect to have my eyes tear up so much. i mean you see all the movies and you hear about it in school or whatever, but to actually hear soemone talk about it, who was in it, someone who lost so many friends during it, it really hits you hard, or at least for me it did. but then again my emotions could have all been mixed up with how ive been feeling lately
ive been doing a lot of thinking, maybe too much thinking. and at this party on friday, it really hit me. all those guys there, the ones i usually find attractive, arent attractive to me at all anymore. theyre only attractive on the outside but their personalities are all the same. they're like little clones of each other in everything they do,say,and how they look. and its not something i would ever want in a relationship. so then its like, well who is there? and i know im only 19, but i think i need someone. soemone that can be there for me, listen to me and make me happy. not someone who just tries to fit in with everyone else, and thinks like everyone else. and im starting to think its hopeless
just little things like this have been getting to me and ive been crabby lately, and i dont know why. BUUTTTTTT i want to thank all my friends who have been listening to me complain A LOT over the last couple of days.
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3:07 am
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sean needs to stop coming over to my house. those of you who went to milwaukee lutheran and didnt like him then, yea he got a million times worse.
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| Sunday, May 30th, 2004
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1:30 am
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| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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2:57 pm - the perfect way to start off summer
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so thursday was the last day in the dorms and we took so many pictures, after all it was crotchfest. so i could post all those pictures in here, buttt ashley has them all in her journal, so you can all just look at them in hers.
monday night i went to nicks house and had a "sleepover" haha it was fun. shelley and nick did each others hair, shelley was going to do mine, but we couldnt find the picture of the haircut we were gonna do, so ill have to wait. i dont have too many pictures on my camera from that night, so shelley and nick if you guys have any, you should send them to me. :) ( Read more... )
then last night/ this morning, me, ashley, emily, peter and joe matthews all went down to the lakefront this morning at 4 am so watch the sunrise.
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and i started a seperate photobucket account for this summer, so ill be adding pictures constantly, and heres the link. theres more pictures from this morning that i didnt add in here http://img74.photobucket.com/albums/v224/summer2004/
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| Friday, May 21st, 2004
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11:01 am
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so last night started out to be a good night. i had some people over and the night was filled with so many fun memories including -joe falling in the chair numerous times -ashleys crotch show -neisha fake crying (but that comes later on in the night) -our little girl talks with confessions haha and there was more
so everything was fine, and then we wanted to go to bed, so people started leaving, except one guy
so i know him and stuff, not REAL well, but ive always thought he was a good guy, and hes friends with some of my friends, so he asks if he can sleep in my bed with me so he didnt have to drive home, and i said ok as long as he stayed on his side. and it didnt seem like he would try anything or was even interested in ANYTHING. well that was a HUGE mistake because within 5 min, he tried to do stuff with me and i said no. he apologized and not even two mintues later he tries again, so i told him to get off again. i didnt know what to do at this point, so i get out of bed and run up to ashleys room to tell her. we all told him to leave but he wouldnt because he was accusing my friends of judging him without knowing him, which made NOOOO sense at all. so he finally leaves and thats the end. i hope i never see him again, especially since he is moving back to cali soon. not soon enough.
in the words of emily which let me go to bed laughing "his ass better be &%*(*^)@(#$(*@#%)**&$%"(&%#%^&!(insert manyyyyy words) glad that he didnt try that shit with me, or else his ass woulda been thrown out of the bed, had his balls ripped off, gotten the cops called on him and killed"
yea it was scary, like what was he seriously thinking? theres so many reasons why him doing that made it even that much more wrong, but i dont think i can really talk about it in here.
now i hate guys even more
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| Thursday, May 20th, 2004
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12:51 pm
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i dont know what to do about my job. theres days i LOVE it and days i HATE it. its a 50/50 thing. Ive been working there for 3 years and the pay just isnt worth it anymore, because i decided to quit for 2 months when school started and as a result missed 2 raises. when i came back i just started all over again with the pay i left with. its shitty. i mean for the summer, when im living in my house its fine, because its a 5-10 min drive to work, where i basically do nothing. but living on the other side of town, by school, and driving 30 min to work to do nothing seems almost pointless. if it werent for the people i work with, including my boss, i dont think id be there anymore. Maybe im just sick of the mall all together since ive been working at mayfair for the last 3 1/2 years. maybe once again ill try quitting my job at the end of summer, only this time not go back, but we'll see, i might just miss it too much again.
but now i have to find a job closer to school, and im not sure if working at a grocery store is something i want to do either, but i cant be too picky.
I move out tomorrow, becky already did yesterday and the room looks so empty. it is sad to be leaving the room ive been living in for the last 9 months, buts its also exciteg to know that summer is here already. which is the only good thing about milwaukee.
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| Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
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11:58 pm
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ok so JAKE GYLLANHAAL on jay Leno thursday night.
whose overly excited about this?
yes. its me. its pathetic i know, but i cant help it.
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| Monday, May 10th, 2004
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6:21 pm
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so reasons why nick cant move to arizona (this has to go on top) 1: becasue all his friends here are gonna miss him too much 2: arizona does not hava a chuckee cheese 3: and no chuckee cheese means no photo booth 4: and no photo booth means no making out picture haha 5: he doesnt need the real sun to tan, he can use a tanning bed 6: oh yea and no more photo shoots then :(
nick you cant leave:(
so anyway i gave my german speech today and ended up doing pretty good, im glad its over
i still have all my exams ahead of me though, and math is gonna suck :(
i move out next monday already, its gonna be sad, but im glad to move out i guess. im really excited for summer
this friday i have to go to my moms fashion show, it should be fun, i hope.
saturday im going to see timmys band, people please come with me, its only $5, it should be fun.
and yea thats it for now i guess
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| Thursday, May 6th, 2004
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12:33 am
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| Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
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5:58 pm - haha
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| Monday, May 3rd, 2004
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1:30 pm - Why I love Grand Cayman
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| Monday, April 19th, 2004
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12:12 pm
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friday i saw kill bill volume two and it was awesome, but definately not as good as the first one. danny did soem nipple thing to me (with his nipples not mine)and wrapped his shirt, while he was still wearing it, around my head causing me to fall into the sreet, bringing some guy down with me, it was pretty funny, then these people just started clapping saying, "it worked" umm ok. then me ashley peter ava carisa and danny went to george webbs and some guy kept staring at carissas ass, like he was even trying to hide it, and that was teh end of the night.
saturday after work me and ashley drove down to chicago to go to this party at lee's house. we didnt talk to him much, but there were lots of cool people there. including a german exchange student who i felt kind of bad for cuz the guy who brought him was using him as his "conversational piece" as ashley would put it. then some girl started telling me out of nowhere about her snowboarding trip and how she got "so drunk" and missed her train then when they were driving back, they got in a car accident, then walked 2 miles , then got back to where they started from and she got drunk again and missed her train again..like her story went on forever about her being drunk and sick. how cool!only not
sunday was the most pointless day for the mall to be open, we were dead all day. it was soooo boring, so we just had perfume wars all day, which made it amusing, even though it would have been better to be outside since it was so nice. im excited for summer.
less then a week, ill be in cayman. ahhhhh.
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| Thursday, April 15th, 2004
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12:18 pm
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hmmm any girls who like looking at boys, i think you should add suicideboys to your friends list, if you havent already cuz i just saw someone that looked like jake gyllanhaal ? hoottttt
ok thats my dumb post for the day.
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| Sunday, April 11th, 2004
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11:46 pm - United States of Ireland
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so friday i wish i would have had money to go out with emily and her friends but i didnt so instead i went to this "little party" and amys house. it was fun and it was free so im not complaining at all.
saturday i did asolutely nothing beside go to work, go to adams house for some birthday/easter thing then went home to sleep. very uneventful.
today was easter and me and ava took some pictures. heres me and ava after we ate too much

and heres ava trying to make out with the camera

then tonight me peter ashley and emily went to see "united states of leland". it was a very good movie, i know i say that a lot, but i really liked it.
heres the bad part of my weekend
neisha was here since thursday and i didnt even get to see her once!!!! im upset and now shes back in madison. :(
our plan on going to ML to give kalkopf a red stapler woudldnt even have worked since they didnt even have school on friday because of easter break
thennn i hear the stupidest drama ever and heres the conversation between jason and amanda jason: "amanda leah thinks we should break up, so i think we should" ok, i just told jason my opinion on the whole amanda and him thing, he shoudlnt have told amanda i think they shoudl break up. then amanda comes into my work on saturday trying to explain herself to me. she DOESNT HAVE TO. i know that theres two sides of teh story and i only hear jasons. BUUTTT its not like i have anything to do with their relationship anyway, and i dont want to get in the middle. i was just trying to be there for a friend when he came to me with all his girlfriend troubles.
then to make matters more DUMB, katie throws some party for april and said she didnt think it would be a good idea for me to go since amanda would be there and I would just start shit. ok im not gonna just start shit with amanda. how lame is that. not to mention that april was a close friend of mine and i wouldnt try to ruin her party because of some stuff going on between amanda and jason. katie needs to grow up and stop acting like we're in high school. if any drama happened at that party it would be because katie would go fuck someones boyfriend, you know, the usual kk style. but whatever its all stupid anyway.
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| Thursday, April 8th, 2004
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11:30 am
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